kalmeda:

Current mood: That turtle from Amazing World of Gumball

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OH GOD

At times I don’t like myself. I hate the way I live and the way my body is. I hate that at times I can be so nice, never letting the anger out. It eats me up inside. Ripping my heart out. I hate that I love the pain on my body. I can stand the pain on the body but not on my mind and soul. I want the rage to spill out, want the bones to crack and blood mark skin. I am not always going to be calm when the fight comes. I will sink my teeth into you, and make you weak. I will protect myself from your hurt you put on me. I will not stand for it anymore. No longer that quiet child. I will fight.

TERMINATION

I am so very dead. 

kalmeda:

Pizza doesn’t lie.

Because pizza goes to my hips.

And my hips don’t lie.

Anonymous: I run around houses naked at night. It makes me feel free.

*screams* MY BODY HAS BETRAYED ME!!! 

BLEGH. UUEGH. Fuck being awake.